Hey everyone. Thank you so much, you have no idea. Each and every one of you guys, thank you. I did notice that I tend to find myself in the darkest place when I'm stressed and to add to that, my eating pattern becomes insane. Plus the amount of coffee I drink is definitely not helping in the slightest. So, as soon as I can, I'll make sure to fix that.

And thank you, for letting me open up here. I'm not used to talking like this about my feelings and all. Especially about being sad. The people I'm surrounded with think depression is just a phase, and I would get over it eventually. So, hearing people say they understand, well, it's new to me.

Unfortunately I don't think I can get help from a therapist - my family wouldn't understand and I don't think I can handle them telling me I'm being dramatic or mocking me. Not now at least. But eventually maybe.

I'm going to try talking about how I feel here for a bit and try implementing positive thoughts into my life. It's easier said than done, but I need to start somewhere.

I feel my heads about to implode and I dunno, I just don't want to move or do anything in my life anymore.

That's why I'm going to start today.

You guys seriously gave me hope (sorry for sounding corny) Thank you again, everyone.

Just a quick question. If I wanna talk on a thread again or something, do I start a new one or where should I go?
Sorry, I'm a bit lost around here