I just joined PC today and I'm hoping I can feel like I belong. I have Bipolar Disorder, Depression, Anxiety. I am sad ALL THE TIME. I question myself all the time if this is how my entire life will be. I didn't choose this and I don't want this. I'm soooooo jealous of everyone else in my life...life just seems so effortless for them (even though I know they have struggles too). Its like I have constant blinders on and I can't take them off. I hate taking medication, but I know I'll never be able to stop. I just want to feel normal...