At first I honestly loved it. My suicidal ideation was gone and my mind was quieter, I thought for once, I was reacting within "normal' range...

Then the quiet escalated to muted, and pretty soon I felt dead and foreign in my own body, the tiny tremors became fullblown shakes, and at age 27 I was not allowed, to handle hot beverages or knives, I was unable to apply any make-up, and ended up having zero fine-motor skills.... My cognitive abilities declined drastically, I had the memory of a goldfish and lost quite a few words, I have not recovered all my memories nor has my verbal / written abilities been restored to all it's former glory. Add that to perpetual hunger and thirst, and I was not a happy camper. Oooh ooh, I just remembered, I also developed horrible backne, yes I know it's vain, but to start sprouting zits like a hormonal teenager all over my back was just not on.

My pdoc was adamant that he could treat the shakes, but I wasn't interested because nothing would fix the muted(ness) or level of stupidity I was experiencing...

There are quite a few members who have had success with it, I just wasn't one of them.

Also, a warm to PC to you, I hope you enjoy it on board the Bipolar Express