"Treatment Team"? I have no treatment team nor do many of us have treatment teams. A lot of therapists won't treat BPD and a lot of insurances won't cover it. As for me personally, I've had BPD my whole life but my life circumstances made it much harder to cope with within the last year. I discovered BPD last February and was only officially diagnosed a few weeks ago. Money, at the present time, will not allow me to see a therapist regularly but I'm working on DBT and meditation on my own. By starting this thread, I was basically stating what most of us go though due to our constant changing emotions. It's been bothering me lately, that something bothers me enough to start a thread about it and before you know it, whatever was so important no longer applies.