wow ! I'm sitting here in tears ...This is the hardest choice I have ever made in my life . I truly thought he was my night and shinning armor.. but then, I realized he was just in disquise ..but thats not why Im crying ..its because Im NOT ALONE I have you all & my family ..I will miss him dearly but its wasted yrs..being able to come here to this sight has been a blessing I"m sooo glad I found you .. thanks you ,bye 4 now