lukeyeats

can i say you seem fine at the moment but you may need to look at this post you put up again, you are questioning are you so that indicates potential.

last week i felt very ill and insecure my mind would not even let me think of food as edible i would think i haven't eaten for so many days but still i did not eat my stomach rumbled but i still not felt like eating i felt sick , because i was paranoid about a different subject then, i felt thin, i think i liked it when i felt this way from past abuse when i was pregnant and could not get rid of the weight, iwas called heffa,fatty. i now like feeling thin but then i realised my hair began to fall out,my face looked white, my nails where splitting i looked awful. so now i eat little but often and realise the next time i am having a bad time this will emerge and i have to control it. i was eighteen with my second child when my ex boyfriend called me those names and he found it funny now i am 32 and i am controlling it to an extent , i know i have a problem with this but atleast i am in control.to know that i have to eat and i do when i feel secure

i am not sure of your issues behind not eating but talk about it it really helps just to post it on here.

p.s i will not drink coca cola or fizzy drinks because i believe they make you fat ??????????