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Originally Posted by avlady
please don't do anything to yourself!!!no hurting you're hurting enough already,just think of how much pain you'll be in if you do. you will hurt everyone around you, i know my sister committed suicide and never hurt as many people more than we'll ever know,how do you think my mother felt, her brothers and sisters,how will your parents or guardians take it, i also had 2 baby brothers die in front of my own eyes,please be safe and call crisis services now!!!before you do anything!!!  |
I'm so sorry for your loss.
But I've been strong and stayed alive for this long. I don't know if I can do it much longer. You have no idea how much I would like to be admitted in a hospital. I'm afraid of what I might do to myself. But I can't tell my parents what is wrong with me. They never let me finish talking. They don't understand.
I need serious help and I can't tell anyone about it.
The only solution I came up with is to get rid of the whole situation. I just don't want to fight anymore. I've been defeated.