Yep... that sums it up... I'll be sorry in the morning about the crumbs, oh well.

I hate this point 2:30am gotta be up in 4 hours, too late to take ambien. Took at least 2 klons and a benadryl that did nothing.

I have all this stress on my mind, another crazy busy day at work tomorrow. But maybe I'll just blow off work and sleep all day. I could go back to bed after getting the youngster to school, but how to get out of the meetings tomorrow.

I was *****y to my 2 teens, they made noise at midnight when I was almost asleep. I feel like I have to stay awake to be available if they get in some big fight. He's most likely going to Juvie on Friday, he's gonna really wish he hadn't done the meth and got caught. But he did what he did, I did everything I could to stop it, tracking his phone, talking to 3 different dealers. It's out of my hands. it's really beyond my decision at this point, the judge will decide...

Dammit this sux. But chips are yummy.

Nice a car just pulled up outside, fricken idiot is prob getting meth again right before a court date. He seriously does not seem to think.