You are all amazing Thank you so much for all the support and help. Thank you for the welcomes too. You don't know how much it meant to me this morning to come online and see your replies. Thank you so much.

I do think you might be right that it's a symptom of the illness. I know I can talk to my husband at any time and he would try his best to understand but still I feel alone.

I wish I could help every single one of you who feel alone too.