I had this pain in my chest for a least a decade Den and I had no idea what it was. I dont know how I could not know what it was but one day I realised what it was. It didnt make the pain go away. It is an emotional cancer that eats you away from the inside. Loneliness is horrid. I so wish there was a cure. For all of us.

I wonder if you could contact some agency/council/doctor and be linked into a service that could send some-one out to talk to you on a regular basis? Are you linked into a CFS support system?

As for me I check into a couple of forums depending on the day and how i am. I think it is lovely that you can play the piano, but I am sorry it wears you out. What kind of songs do you play? If its okay can I send you a friendship request?