I think I'm gonna start journaling, except it'll be a combination journal/art journal. Nothing as beautiful as Granite's is (I can't draw at all) but something artsy only because I find it more attractive to me to journal that way.

I need to start because T really wants me to write this letter to my mother, but I'm having such a hard time doing it. I thought if I journaled it as memories more things might come to me. When I first started going to therapy, I did a journal like that and it interests me to look through it now and remember those feelings- as crazy as they were.