I don't think these words are from CSA. Unless CSA were to have occurred, I do not know your story, so I can not make a fair assessment.

I do know I feel much the same way as you. I have a very emotionally and verbally abusive husband of 18 years. Those words ring so true to me. I feel a lot of nothingness when it comes to love. I could care less for love, touch, relating in an intimate way.