Thanks for the feedback. It's been very helpful. I decided to share it with my group and T on my group blog.

T is aware of my past CSA history, although I haven't begun the process of working through it all. I disclosed it all early on in therapy, 4 years ago, in a matter-of-fact way as I was emotionally detached. Now that I am more in tune with my emotions, it's much more difficult for me to talk about.

Also, T hasn't seemed to want me to delve into all of that because he feels that it's important that my life is stable first and that I build up a good support network IRL. So far, those things haven't happened, so it's been a topic that we've put off for quite some time.

I'm not sure where it will lead, but I am going to try to be open to whatever happens.

Thanks again for the feedback.