I feel like i'm under so much stress right now. I have so many things just going on. I'm sick with a cold that is making it hard to breathe (it hurts when i breathe in) I'm exhauseted yet i can't sleep at all. Anytime i fall asleep i just wake myself up coughing.

Then last night my friend who has been abused sexually called me. Apparently her father (her abuser) got in contact with someone close to her. At this time he is still not in jail though they have tried 3 times to get him there. I don't know what to do at all. I have so much on my plate right now and going to school just seems like an extra weight to carry. I'm behind in work last night when she called i was trying to write a paper for a class and obviously it never got written.

I'm so tired. I want to cry but i can't i'm to warn out for that also. I want to be there for everybody that needs me but i feel like i'm being ripped apart. I'm worried about my friend. I don't want that man near her ever again, but i don't know how to prevent it. What if he goes near her? what if he finds where she lives? It scares me so much.

Her stupid boyfriend isn't helping much either. He's saying oh i'll fight him he won't touch you i'll deal with him. Things like that only make me more nervous. Personally i want him to just drop it. She's told me herself this is something she can't handle. She just wants him (her father) as far away from her as possible. Goading him on as i feel her boyfriend is doing is not gonna help her any.

I'm on the edge tonight. I don't know how much more i can take.