I know this hits everyone in here, but I have the urge to put it in words. I'm tired not being able to stick to things because my emotions and thinking won't allow me to. I feel great, better than I have in a while one day or even part of a day. I resolve to get things done, make plans, everything is great, just to cancel the plans or not have enough energy to do it later. And that's the same thing with this forum and everyone on here does it. Not arguing or complaining to anyone; it's just a nasty part of the BPD. Does it bother anyone, because it sure as heck bothers me, to be totally caught up in your feelings (or lack or as I was earlier) to the point where you feel the need to make a thread about it, and then you look back a few hours later or the next day and whatever you wrote simply doesn't apply anymore? Irritating, ain't it?

Just as a side note...I am feeling better, but am still avoiding the threads with a lot of emotional content. I know I usually give a lot of advice and try to help people but it's just not in me right now. I still care and will help out more when this phase passes by. Lord knows it won't last long....