thanks, shlump. your T sounds like my kind of person. i love lists. they make life easier.

i'm being super silly about this, as it's still going to be a while before i can actually schedule an appointment. just getting the papers filled out tomorrow (hopefully) and with the way i am, it will take forever to decide what's "good enough" to bring up on a first session.

ugh. i was never good at dating or anything and this feels similar. just a lot less possibly fun. i don't want to get friendly, i want to get helped...idk. still shaky and it's not for at least two more weeks...ugh...