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Originally Posted by LolaCabanna
Yes I am safe and fine. I had an attempt last week. Obviously I survived and yes it hurt my loved ones, this was the first time in probably 18 year that I attempted and I can't pin point an exact why. 
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Maybe not knowing why is a sign or part of the desperation you felt. If you could see a why in there you may not have gone as far as you did.
Why's and reasons can be dealt with, sometimes.
Do you have "why" for being alive today?
Have you seen things since that brought you even a small bit of meaning or peace?
Can you try to hold onto these things?