Yea. I almost wanted to text him and tell him I'm not as cute as he thinks I am! Or when he gets closer he'll realize I'm not all that! I know guys don't want to be with a woman with no confidence, and it's Unatrractive to say stuff like hat, but that's how I feel. Idk when I'll see him again- but it doesn't bother me at all. I wish I cared more whether or not I saw him. Lol is that bad?

I think we need to have our first kiss and see of there is a spark before I can tell if I'm attracted to him. Sometimes it takes that physical contact, you know?