Hun, don't you have a son? Do you think it would be wise to "make the journey by your own hand"?? Talk about the grieving process! His would certainly be a whole lot rougher due to the guilt and anger he would suffer from. Not only that, but he would be more prone to suicide himself. I don't think you want that for him, do you?





<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>