Sannah, Thanks for reading my posts.

Don't worry, I know that I'm not going to get anything from my family. I gave up on getting anything from them a long time ago, probably as a child. For the last 10 or so years I've just written them off, not really wanted anything to do with them. But recently I've been thinking that's probably holding me back a little so I wanted to try and reconcile with them. But I know they're not going to give me what I need.

The T I'm speaking about here I've been seeing for about 3 months. I wasn't happy with the other T I had been seeing for the last 3 and a half years, and I think changing was a good decision.

Thanks, I do see myself as an insightful person and I like to observe and study things. But my problem is that I never put things into action. I've studied and understand what happened to me, but haven't made a lot of changes >_<;