that describes me so much.

except the aggression came on in college. i think the aggression came on because i had been holding it in for so long. suppressing it.

bullying started when i was in kindergarten. still went on into college. i still cant quite figure out why im targeted so much. im still targeted. but by adults in stores and stuff. stuff like that. i just wish i knew why.

my dad used to say ignore them but when i did theyd get in my face more.

it was such hell for me...
i remember mostly getting verbally abused by kids of my own race cause i was seen as a "race traitor" for different reasons. ...but then opposite races called me a nig*er sometimes. i had one guy say he was gonna come hang me. i got made fun of sometimes for my looks i know that much. because i have trichotillomania. but thats the only thing i understood. that wore off as i got into high school. then i would get made fun of for lacking social skills. i begged the admin and they didnt care. they just didnt. god forbid the perpetrators saw me ratting them out id be so dead.