my sleep anxiety came back again this week.. It's been gone (more or less) for four years or so and I really don't want it back I hate what it does to me! Although I know I need sleep, it feels like something bad will happen if I fall asleep. Because I've been exhausted this week I've managed to sleep, but tonight it just feels horrible to think that I have to sleep. It's like being a wild animal on tranquillizers, really. Feeling the tired feeling but fighting, almost in a panic, to stay awake. The worst part is knowing that at some point it will fall to pieces no matter what I do.