I know this will sound strange, but I think I'm afraid she will think it's unnatural. My "writing" voice is not anything like my "speaking" voice. I have blunt affect. But my review has exclamation marks in it! So I guess I'm afraid that she will think I'm being fake. Fake when I'm in session or fake when I write. I don't want her to think I am an inauthentic person.

I also don't want her to think I like her so much. I know that sounds very juvenile! I probably wrote that review after she'd done something really nice for me and I was feeling especially grateful. She knows that I like her a lot, but I guess I don't want her to know that I like her so much that I'd write a review for her.

Finally, I don't want her to read the other reviews. But that's just dumb since I'm pretty sure she has thick enough skin to handle it.

It has been helpful for me to lay out my concerns. Thanks, just some girl.