OK serious for a minute. yes i did go to T. i feel kind of stupid saying this but what ever. writing the words makes it sound even more ridiculous. we have been working on life stuff at least i thought . like taking meds getting out of the house etc .. but she started talking again about my past and using the word repeated trauma. i thin i will start a thread about it just to get it out of my head . but i think it was OK still .i think she might understand.