I have never attempted, but thoughts of it..

for me it really has to do with three things.. 1. Control- if my life feel too out of control, it seems like away to control it. 2. Peace- my life is filled with such dissonce, frustration, and dissagreement (even within myself) that it seems like a good away to drown it all out. 3. The idea that people just put up with me, so why stick around?

I am not what exactly is the breaking point for me. However, those are all of the things I precieve I will have if I ever did decided to go through with it.