At this point in time I can't get into anyone for at least a month.

Recently, also, my dreams have taken a very religious tone although I don't consider myself Christian.

This may be graphic for some people just a warning..

Last night I had a dream I was a martyr. Perhaps Joan of Ark. Men in armor made me sit with my back against an open flame and I could physically feel the pain of the fire burning away my skin. They then threw an infant into the fire and I dove in and took it out but.. it was much too late and I'd rather not describe in detail what it looked like or what the soldiers were saying about it. Then the men in armor proceeded in forcing me to crucify myself- first by making me nail my feet, then my hand to the crucifix. The free hand was taken care of by them. Then they set me over the fire. I did not wake until the fire had died down.