Saw my T today. Only two more sessions to go before termination. I'm still so angry. I tried to communicate my anger to him today, both at my situation and at him, and it seems like he just keeps ignoring it. Is this a therapeutic tactic? If so, it's not working, it just makes me madder. He did, in a fashion, communicate that my anger is keeping me stuck, but this I already know. What I don't know is how to get past it if I can't even talk about it. Ugh. Words fail.
I feel like the whole world is working against me. I also know that this is my BPD talking. And I feel helpless. Also BPD, right? It all comes back to that, right? We know it but we can't control it.
Anybody having any luck beating this thing?
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