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Originally Posted by Bathony
Wow, yeah, blame me. To the ****er who hates my signature: it is a quotation that describes how victims of sexual abuse feel. I am using it as a signature cos I relate to it. But everyone has a problem with it. I don't want hugs cos I was sexually abuse, isn't that obvious? I don't want questions about therapy because everyone tells me to see a psychiatrist like it ever solved any problem and I had lots of problems caused by those useless fake doctors. It is always the easiest to blame someone who is hurt and vunerable, and you are best at it. Nobody reaches out to me, so don't lie to me about being in the same place cos you aren't. Eveyone here has only mean comments to my problems, thank you very much. It is not my choice how you hurt me, so stop talking about my choices. At least I know the only friend is death.
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You apparently don't know me at all, nor do you want to ~ and that is fine with me.
In my defense, however, I was merely trying to convey my sympathy and understanding of your misery. I was sexually abused several times in my early childhood and pre-teen years (by different members of my family). Physical and emotional abuse also occurred regularly. I have been fighting my self-hate and misery ever since I was a little girl. So, don't tell me that I'm lying about being in the same place that you are in. I wish that it were a freaking lie, but it's not.
You could be less miserable if you were to talk with those who do understand what you're dealing with. It has always been sad for me, but also reassuring, to know that other people understand how I am feeling. And they have been there to offer their support and words of wisdom to me and others ~ things that have helped them get through really intense moments of misery and self-hate. We all have different sources of comfort that help us get through.