...lets not forget that the emotionally charged mind is somewhat acutely aware!

to what?.....to this and that and to everything and to whatever!

and now I'm an immaculate psychotic instrument of darkness ready to resent all things in my unidentifiable orbit.

a feelings phantom primed to collide and demolish all the personalities in my path ...even..!

even way before they get a chance to be what I decided they already were not gonna' be.

cos I'm in a panic and shame thing I don't even understand but thats not the point I want to destroy my pain and it's inside them now where it was before!

the overcharged emotional mind suddenly wants to protect everybody even me but I still missed out simply because I'm so damn complicated.

I hated me barely enough so I found a way for them to hate me too and now I am complete !

now I am ready

...to cope badly all over again