Just an update -
I have read an amazing book that has tranformed my eating habits, the way I look at food, and more importantly to me, the way I relate to God. Now this book may not be for everyone - it is definitely a Christian oriented book - but if you're interested, it's called Made to Crave by Lysa TerKeurst.

I literally haven't had an ED thought since I've read it!
Thinking fondly of you all
Bub