Slump, thanks for your support as well. I am just really torn. I ache, I hurt to know what may come of this. The pain it will cause my husband, the frustratiion and anger he may have. But the pain of living w/ him is greater then the pain I may cause him, I think. Right now I'n so indecisive I just don't know. This is where I know the T will help support me and help be MY backbone and follow threw w/ my best interest as well as our best interest.