I come up with nothing some days because I'm crazy empty!

I blow my mind minutes later with everything because I'm crazy overwhelmed...

for all I know it's next week...or yesterday I don't know?

I'm kinda too old for this crap.

and I don't believe I'm a victim!...my twisted brain cannot comprehend anyone being an asshole...even though they often are...

I kinda think thats the hardest thing for me...I blame all the crap on me!

so I won't let anyone get near...

thats pretty hard