Sannah, my phone auto corrected. I meant you seperate yourself from needing therapy. You are no more able to help then any of us here. I find your 'helping' to be odd at times. Some of the stuff you say feels odd. Others may hold that view on my replys too. But we all here to share/support. None if us are solely 'helpers'. You are not a therapist. This forum is 'for those IN pyschotherapy'. I think you need this forum more then you are aware.
I don't want to see you leave but I don't like emotional blackmail.