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Originally Posted by Speed3
Understood Wiseone,
You know I have been Inpatient so many times and I always seem to be the understanding one, the peace maker. When other patients can't handle the things a very manic person says, I am the one that takes them aside and says this person is very sick try to be understanding. You will see when they get a little better.
I find myself so incredibly angry at the world today. I want my Jason back. I want my Mom back. I don't normally lash out, my personality is kind and gentle.
It just hurts so so bad and there isn't anything to take the pain away.
I don't know how I am existing but I am.
Thanks for talking to me  |
your wonderful heart has been compromised....
a massive interference has disrupted your core self your integral being...
for a mum there is no comparison to the sudden absence of the baby you grew to be a man!...I am in tears to write this not because I understand but because you have let me in...
my mum could equally agree I am lost...but poor Jason went a little too far out there didn't he!....damn it!...it's not fair...to make such a mistake!
so what to do now?
the world does suck Speed3...and you might just have to ride this resentment out!...ride it all the way!
you only get one chance and this is your time to FEEL....please don't be ashamed and hide it away...cos
it will come back.
I don't know how you are existing either...??
you can teach us things we don't know...