I'm so ready for it to be Friday. Friday after work, specifically. I want to call out from work tomorrow but I have a bunch of work to do. I'm just really frustrated with people. I want to be left alone. Working and going to school makes one a very social creature and I'm not used to it. I want to be holed up in my room in my apartment with my dog and my computer and movies and n-o o-n-e else. Not even my roommate, who I adore. He will be spending Friday night out...another reason I look forward to Friday.

I really just want to be left alone. To not have to pretend, to over-analyze, to watch my words and behavior, to mimic, to fain interest. I'm feeling very selfish right now.