((((((Sannah)))))))),
I have to admit that I have posted at least one or two attacking posts when I was triggered, and I regretted each one. I think it shouldn't have happened, but I owned what was mine, and that was all that I could do.
I also think I have hopefully helped more people than the slips I have had.

You have helped me tremendously, and I have learned a lot from how you respond to other posters, with questions and such. You present as someone who truly knows what they are doing

I have been triggered by people, and not too long ago, I decided instead of ignoring the posts, that I would try to understand the people that I understand the least, and I have learned a lot from those people.

I can see that you are trying to work through this, and I think that you are brave to post. I see that you are seeking help, and I want you to know that I am here if you want to talk, just PM me You are a valued member on this forum. I think that we can't please everybody, we might remind somebody of someone in their past, an that is not us, but them. I know you will make an awesome therapist, and I think it is important for you to work through this in any way you can. My wish for you is that you can hear the criticism of you and still believe in yourself (my wish for me, too, and for all). Easier said than done. You are worthy and important.