I am not attacking ( again) I really just don´t understand your reaction and why you look for this support in here? If you wan´t to become a " pro" aren´t you under supervison? Also the issue it self about feeling attacked may be good to discuss in T ? ( To mirror your own usually reply to some posts...????) Just a final input...how can one become a T and react strongly on a forum for people who are in T? IMO just doesn´t " add up". Good luck however...