..and what does that do...?

I'm still stuck here...

and it's passed already... the calamity!...by now superstupidbrain!

I cannot cope with the attention

but I need some ..otherwise I would not be here

I don't know how to ask for help?

I see others do it

I find it easy to give...

stuff me!...I cannot ask for help...!!

what the hell is that about??

people friends write me things...I panic I cannot read them

this bipolar brain is a crippled genius...mostly crippled

..I'm so sorry I'm so full of s...hit!!