I understand how it feels to protect yourself with invisibility too Karebear. I always did too, perhaps not quite for the same reasons though. I struggle so much as a child, but I hid it. So no one ever knew about it, but everything was okay as long as no one knew. I never got in trouble because it was like I was never seen. As a teenager I could never show up at school and my teachers never noticed. Hiding so for long makes T such a hard process. Revealing yourself so much in that way. It's so unnatural for me and my T's been getting so angry and frustrated lately. I think she forgets how much I've improved and how hard and unnatural this whole process is.