I'll be praying for you nightlight. I know how precious that attachment to T is. I hope you can fix it.

Well- I'm definetly feeling a bit better than I was when I first started posting today.THANK YOU to everyone that posted and helped me. It's pulled me into a place where I think I can get through the night until I see T tomorrow.

You are all so wonderful and caring and I appreciate the support you gave me tonight. Thanks for hearing me and thanks especially for seeing me. Love you all.