i'm feeling better now. i got out of the house and did some shopping and set up an appointment with a therapist for February. happy about both of those. then came home and finished a sweater i've been working on for the last week.

and it turned out great dammit. take that, stupid negative voice in my head telling me i'm too ugly for anything. it looks great on me.

just had a bad couple of days. and being cooped up in the house since christmas wasn't helping.

when i get upset i act like it's the end of the world. it's so stupid. i just wish it'd stop.