ok, I will talk to my pdoc and if she doesn't diagnose it, I will think about going to the doctor. I will ask if they do heavy sedation. If not, then I can't go to the doctor. Today, I called my regular doctor, and asked if they should refer me to an ob-gyn. They haven't called me back with an answer, but even calling caused so much anxiety that I was sweating, shaking, heart racing. If they do refer me to an ob-gyn, I will ask for heavy sedation. I'm not sure if they offer that, but I will see. I also have to see what my pdoc says about this vaginismus stuff. Even before the infection, I could never get anything up there. So, I will talk to my pdoc about other possible causes and see what she diagnoses me as or tells me to do. Maybe I should talk to my pdoc before my regular doctor again.