Ok, I will definitely explain why heavy sedation is necessary. I will talk to my pdoc about allowing me to take more xanax at a time, and if she says no, then I will ask the ob-gyn what they can do for sedation. Before I ask for sedation of any sort, I think your idea is great, maybe the reg doc can just prescribe me something without looking. When I was a baby / todler, I was sexually abused. I have no memory of that though. I will explain the situation to my doctors. Thanks for the advice!