I've never thought the idea was all that crazy in terms of what other people have done to save a solid therapy relationship...but when it actually comes to me doing it myself, it feels ridiculous. Then again, if therapy ended like this, instead of linking things to my past...I imagine it would be a long, long time of me processing this current loss...and that would be the new way I learned to move forwards with life, by accepting this huge loss. I'd finally got so attached to one person and then she vanished. Bad stuff all over again. I really don't want that either because that feels ridiculous too...but I'll bet I'd struggle to focus on anything else for such a long time.