This is my first known manic stage. It's now day 3 into it. I'm feeling unbelievably great. Haven't felt this way in such a long time, it's almost wonderful. I know it's not going to last and that I will have just as low of a depression mode, but why should that stop me from enjoying my ups when I have them? It's been a year since I've been in therapy, I liked my doc, but didn't really connect with her after 5 months of once a week sessions. Anyway, does anyone else enjoy their manic modes when they hit or do you try to ignore them BC it feels pointless to just fall back into that dark hole?