I'm super worried about finances, as usual. I just don't know how I'm going to afford all my bills. I really hope I can my new insurance career to work for me. But being that it's 100% commission and I suck at sales, well it's grim to say the least. I'm currently working temp at a bank, it's ironic really.

I thought of calling them and quitting my full-time gig to focus on my commission job but I don't know how that will go over with SS. As it goes my insurances I'll have to pay out of pocket and they're raising the price but $30 a month, which doesn't seem like a lot but in addition to not have the Medicare withheld it's $150 mo. and I'm already scraping by.

My head is just spinning. I'm so broke no matter how much money I have I just spend too much really. But most of what I spend it on is essentials and I don't know how to cut costs. Especially when I'm trying to build a new career, which is a money pit at this moment.

I so need a financial adviser, but that's again money.