Wow. thanks for the info on ultra radian cycling. I swing every couple of weeks. I thought that was just rapid cycling. at least it makes sense with the name and all... lol.. ok. to the issue.

I have the same issues. that is why I am landskaperdan. I own a landscape company. and for a long time, it was just me out there, alone, doing all of the work. working alone. any career within the service industry you can work alone doing... and that sounds exactly what you are asking for.

it's pretty good money, doing the landscape. See... maintain a property once a week for four weeks and that property is 125 every month. do four a day, monday thru friday, and that's 2500 bucks in your wallet every month. and trust me, four a day you will be home by lunch once the properties are all caught up! just a thought for you, but it's good money and you can cry and be as depressed as you need to be without any interference from the outside world. you can also be as manic as you like, cuz that's just good for business..haha.

hope this helps!