hi
i was just wondering how long you guys been dx DID? I am having a really hard time. today i was going to OD . I dont know exactly what happend but i found my self walking around campus an hour late for class. then in my back pack i found a peice of paper with a note. i gave the pills to DR. rice. laura. then there was a note under neith saying i ahve the pills and please call me or Deb (therapist) to let us know how you are. then he said Laura was a good girl. i went to my room after and the pills are gone. i really hope i just misplaced them. and that this is not happening. I dont know what to do. thigns are screwed up. then wed. i found my self reading in the lib. and i went to think of what i had to do and i looked at my watch and it was 2:25 pm. i have violin lessons in five min. i did not know it was wed. until i looked at my watch. then today i woke up and waiting to go to breakfast with somene and they did nto show. i couldn't think of what day it was. they did not come because we go to breakfast mwf not t or th. when Therapist told me i am offically dx DID and i lost time in her office i was so upset. i coud nto get warm afterwards and i went and cut.
I am definatly making things worse then they are but i really want all of this to be over with.