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Old Jan 25, 2013, 08:28 AM
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Originally Posted by InfiniteSadness View Post
I was wondering if this was depression or a real feelings/'the real me'... I can honestly say I hate life for the most part- I can't understand how some people are actually ''happy" or positive.. Its almost like FOREIGN for me to feel that way- it never lasts long. Maybe i'd rather be miserable cause i'm so used to it. i dont know anymore..
I understand what you are feeling and I feel happy because I had moments of feeling happy. I try concentrate on the passing moments of happiness I have had in the past. I understand that it does not last very long, but my focus whenever I can are those good moments. Yes, I am miserable sometimes, but I push myself to let the negative go and keep the positive.