So wait, I'm confused....?

I see it is different. Wasn't it dubblemonkey before? I think so...

But so you made 2 accounts and the old one got deleted and this is the other one??? Or they changed the name of your account and then another account got deleted?

Identity is important. Its a huge trigger for me, but my identity is very unstable... or it's not... but my name is very unstable. And so somewhere inside I'm like just little pieces of a whole thing, I think, trying to hold them together with tape.